My job again....

Madam
I really hate her now. Even though I already talked with my boss about the task that he gave me, she still insist that I do something. She isn’t my boss for all I care! Making me do things like she is the boss. She already reduced my initial salary to just a barely minimum then made my Christmas gift check to only 1,500 and she bosses me around. I need to just let it be because right now I’m not yet a regular employee. I really hate her.

Madam is the type of person who does not want others to go over her. Typical crab mentality from a Filipino. I already stated in the other post on how she made my boss reduce the increase of my other office mate because Madam’s increase in percentage will be smaller than the that of the other officemate.

There’s also an incident where in she tried to reign in on my expertise which is tinkering with computers. My boss is asking me to print a copy of a drawing because it is too large. I edited the picture but somehow I forgot to change the print setting to landscape. Since my boss’ computer is in Japanese, it is hard to use it and I need to rely on my memory to do the said task. She tried to see the problem but I think she can not and I just told them that I just forgot to set the print setting to landscape. After that, the print out is ok and my boss thank me.

Hate the job….
Somehow I hate this job already. I really can not do the calling out new clients stuff. I do not know what my boss really thinks of what I talked to him about not being able to do the said tasks. I have been responsible and a good boy while I’m at work. I was only late once and was always 30 minutes early in coming to the office. I did everything what they told me and the only thing that I can’t do is the calling of the new clients.

I also hate the way Madam pushes me everyday to do the said task. If she is really good then why doesn’t she do it herself. I know that the steel business nowadays is bad, so it is really hard to come up with new clients right now. The only thing that I see her selling is the racking system that we got from Korea. It is so much easier to sell those products because what’s to know about it? The products are just racks that you put something in so that your things won’t be a mess.

I hope that my boss does not compare me with Madam because I’m in a different state than she is. She has already worked here for more than a year and she already has several other jobs. While I on the other hand is just about to be on my third month with this company and it is only my first formal job.

I’m really planning to resign from this job if I still have the same issues next year. I’m just waiting to become a regular so that It won’t look bad at my resume that I did not become a regular. My personality does not really jive with my work. I have to give my apologies to Joy and her father for letting them down. I just have to find work on my own. I really did enjoy this job at the beginning but as I learned of the things that go through here, it’s really not that enjoyable.